The second I found out that he will play Christian Grey a few days ago, I was so ecstatic! I told youuuuuuuuuuu! I knew it!!! I seriously can't wait man goshhh..
P/S: Good luck Ian =)!
Friday 17 May 2013
50 Shades Of Ian!
Well, I didn't really know anything about the 50 Shades Trilogy. That was until I saw a few tweets about this so called phenomena though. So I became curious. If this was a phenomena then I'd have to check it out. Haha. One day I went to a local book store and saw the copies being put on the best sellers rack. So I took one and quickly checked out the summary. As soon as I've finished reading the first man I imagined what Christian Grey looks like is Ian Somerhalder! I mean come on! It's gotta be Ian! He's perfect for the role!
The second I found out that he will play Christian Grey a few days ago, I was so ecstatic! I told youuuuuuuuuuu! I knew it!!! I seriously can't wait man goshhh..
P/S: Good luck Ian =)!
The second I found out that he will play Christian Grey a few days ago, I was so ecstatic! I told youuuuuuuuuuu! I knew it!!! I seriously can't wait man goshhh..
P/S: Good luck Ian =)!
Thursday 16 May 2013
Numb - A Short Story
I walked down the pavement that was covered with countless snowflakes. The sky was electric blue, and I silently wonder if it will ever rain today, silently inside, I'm wishing for a rainbow that hadn't been there for years now. Suddenly I felt my head hurting again. I had no idea how I ended up sleeping by the roadside. I can't remember. I pushed the thought aside and think about him. It was too swift that my mind was trying to register what just happened but failed. This had to be a dream. Perhaps I've been too distracted by the fantasies that I'm dreaming wide awake in the realms of reality. It couldn't be. I can't believe what I just saw. I stopped abruptly and let it all sink in.
The arctic October wind engulfed me in a way like a hurricane would swipe away a town in a blink of an eye, there was no warning. I saw him today. After all these years. There he stood, with that crooked smile that I've loved so much. His handsome features made me stop breathing for a moment as I stood in amazement of how much the first boy I've ever loved so much had grown up to be a dashing young man. His light brown eyes were glittering with happiness, and as fast as the penetrating gaze trapped me in a lost time, I drowned in them just as quick yet trying hard to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall as every second passes by. I wanted to run into him and be in his secure arms. I wanted to tell him how much I've missed him. I wanted to tell him the words that I didn't get to say before he left. I wanted to but I couldn't.
There's a part of me that talked me down. He wouldn't feel the same way I feel about him. Not even a guarantee there is that he even remembers me. I stopped walking and sat on the bench nearby. I cried and let the tears rush down my cheeks. No. I'm not gonna keep holding back. I can't, not anymore. There was so much that I could take. My heart ached and ached. Crying a lost melody never to be understood by one. When suddenly I felt someone's hands on my shoulders. My heart shuddered. As I put my hands down and off my face, I was locked eye to eye with the only guy which has his name carved in my heart. At least for the moment. His smile was so perfect. The way his hair dances according to the rhythm of the wind made him look more handsome. I was loss at words. With tears still rolling down my face, he cupped my face in his hands,' I'm really sorry.' He then smiled and took an emerald diary out of his bag and gave it to me.
Dear Diary,
I saw her today. I still can't believe it. After all these years. She'd only changed so much. Her beauty took my breath away.
I was blanched in cluelessness. Seeing me like that, he smiled and took a torn out page out of the back of the diary.
Dear Diary,
Today would be the very last day of school for me. If only I was brave enough to tell her that I love her. But I know, I know that one day I'd be brave enough to tell her that. I know I will. Time will prove.
I was still clueless. Analysing the writing on the pages adequately, only then I shivered as my heart wrenched. I looked up and searched his face.
'I don't understand,'
His face was unreadable. And he took something out of his trench coat.
At that very moment, I felt my vision getting blurry and hot tears once again clouded my sight.
A letter drenched in blood. I couldn't breathe.
The arctic October wind engulfed me in a way like a hurricane would swipe away a town in a blink of an eye, there was no warning. I saw him today. After all these years. There he stood, with that crooked smile that I've loved so much. His handsome features made me stop breathing for a moment as I stood in amazement of how much the first boy I've ever loved so much had grown up to be a dashing young man. His light brown eyes were glittering with happiness, and as fast as the penetrating gaze trapped me in a lost time, I drowned in them just as quick yet trying hard to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall as every second passes by. I wanted to run into him and be in his secure arms. I wanted to tell him how much I've missed him. I wanted to tell him the words that I didn't get to say before he left. I wanted to but I couldn't.
There's a part of me that talked me down. He wouldn't feel the same way I feel about him. Not even a guarantee there is that he even remembers me. I stopped walking and sat on the bench nearby. I cried and let the tears rush down my cheeks. No. I'm not gonna keep holding back. I can't, not anymore. There was so much that I could take. My heart ached and ached. Crying a lost melody never to be understood by one. When suddenly I felt someone's hands on my shoulders. My heart shuddered. As I put my hands down and off my face, I was locked eye to eye with the only guy which has his name carved in my heart. At least for the moment. His smile was so perfect. The way his hair dances according to the rhythm of the wind made him look more handsome. I was loss at words. With tears still rolling down my face, he cupped my face in his hands,' I'm really sorry.' He then smiled and took an emerald diary out of his bag and gave it to me.
Dear Diary,
I saw her today. I still can't believe it. After all these years. She'd only changed so much. Her beauty took my breath away.
I was blanched in cluelessness. Seeing me like that, he smiled and took a torn out page out of the back of the diary.
Dear Diary,
Today would be the very last day of school for me. If only I was brave enough to tell her that I love her. But I know, I know that one day I'd be brave enough to tell her that. I know I will. Time will prove.
I was still clueless. Analysing the writing on the pages adequately, only then I shivered as my heart wrenched. I looked up and searched his face.
'I don't understand,'
His face was unreadable. And he took something out of his trench coat.
At that very moment, I felt my vision getting blurry and hot tears once again clouded my sight.
A letter drenched in blood. I couldn't breathe.
"Even if telling her that I love her means that my life would be taken away, I wouldn't mind."
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