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These are notes to myself too. Trust me, sometimes, when we feel like giving up, when we feel like we've done our best but in the end we didn't get what we really want, we wish really hard for that particular dream to be made a reality but it's shattered right in front of our eyes, we have misunderstandings with family or fights with friends, we were given a difficult test by God and think like it's the end of the world when we think that we cannot overcome and fix the circumstance... We tend to blame fate & say this very line: 'Life is so unfair..'or 'Life is so complicated.' At least we thought so.

Well maybe, sometimes that could be true. Nevertheless, in those state of mind where we lose hope, we choose to say irrelevant thoughts out of anger.. Think again, how can we say that life is unfair when He gives us happiness for a certain period of time and we think that life is complete when someone on the other side of the world had just lost his eyesight or a man had just gotten into an accident and loses his memory and couldn't remember his wife..Even worst what if he even forgets who he is.. In school we get homework and get to learn in comfortable classrooms when there are children out there craving and thirsty for knowledge, learning without rooftops at a war site.. Keen on studying to pursue their dreams, wondering if it might ever come true .. Yet we forget to be grateful for all we have? We forget to be thankful at the times when were granted with happiness. But when were put on difficult times, we complain and grumble all the whys.. We blame. We give up.  

But then, what are life without obstacles? Those challenges are the things that would mature us as we grow up and open our mind towards believing in whatever He had planned before we were even born into this world are indeed the best for us..

Because; 

" Even if sometimes you will never find the 'hikmah',  deep inside, you know it's actually there. You're just afraid to admit that magical feeling "

& Maybe sometimes we don't need to know the reasons afterall, maybe at times they are best kept as secrets.