Heartbroken

So today I failed my driving test. Ohh myy.That feeling!

I'm heartbroken yes I'm heartbroken.

TVD4 EP19 PROMO

Down by Jason Walker

Learned about this song from The Vampire Diaries. Beautiful.

Standing In The Dark

" You left me clueless in the middle of the pouring rain. Too broken to move on, I stood there lost as you walked away. I looked up the sky and silently hoped that I'll die. A part of yourself is in me. A part of me will always be in you."

A song fiction I wrote inspired by Lawson's 'Standing In The Dark'.

Coming soon in 2 weeks time.

Sitting here wide awake
Thinking about when I last saw you
I know you’re not far away
I close my eyes and I still see you
Lying here next to me
Wearing nothing but a smile

Gotta leave right away
Counting cracks along the pavement
To see you face to face
Thinking about the conversation
I know I’m not one to change
I’ve never wanted nothing more
But as I walk up to your door

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark

All I want to do is hide
But I can’t stop myself from staring
Wishing his hands were mine
I can’t stop myself from caring
And as he turns down the lights
I’m feeling paralysed
And as he looks into her eyes
Yeah, alright

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, ohh, oohh

I’m standing in the dark
I’m standing in the dark

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
She’s someone else’s angel
She’s someone else’s angel

"A moment of patience in a moment of anger prevents a thousand moment of regrets."

- Ali Ibn Abi Talib

Say It In A Breath

Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis

 "a factitious word alleged to mean 'a lung disease caused by the inhalation of very fine silica dust, causing inflammation in the lungs."

The longest word in a major dictionary with 45 letters in it. 

Even The Stars They Burn

On those countless nights Boom and I spent trying to write the poem for the graduation night in CR4, we'd listen to this song for inspiration. No idea why. We ended up singing the song for hours, lacking of words to be written as a silent melody in the form of enthusiasm specially for the batch.  

Invisible

Don't cry for someone who doesn't even know the value of your tears. Even if the tears are invisible.Because they're so hard to be wiped away.

The Unpredictable Four

SOME PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY CARE BUT THEY REALLY DON'T

SOME PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY DON'T CARE BUT THEY REALLY DO

SOME PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY CARE AND THEY REALLY DO CARE 

SOME PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY DON'T CARE AND THEY REALLY DON'T CARE

WHICH OF THE ABOVE ARE YOU?

Don't Stalk But Investigate ;)

Hello there my loyal stalkers!

 I'll be updating this blog more often now. It's been a while. Had to take my mind off stuffs. 

Life's a roller coaster ait?!

Keep on stalking! - KHAIRINA K

Happens For A Reason

If we have never thanked God for every smile... Then why should we blame him for every tear?

It still hurts. It's getting worse.

Written Invisibility

I once had a dream which taught me a truly beautiful lesson. Sometime in the last March. But I can't seem to remember what the plot was like but all that I can remember was that, the moment I opened my eyes to welcome the rays of sunlight streaming through the windows on a blissful Friday morning, was that I felt something strange, a feeling lingering on and on as if trying to present it's existance by tugging at my heartstrings. The dream had awaken me in the perspective of how we should look at all the happenstances by our heart. That we shouldn't be blinded by our ruthless selfish pride. That sometimes, not all that we really want in life, despite all the hard work that we've put into it is really the best for us. What I learned was that we often look at things that happen around us by our eyes but not the by the only thing that in reality seems to connect us to Him. The reason why we are still breathing. The reason why when there's not a voice at all that could be heard, we hear the beat of it as moments passed by, clearly. Not only we hear it, we feel it.

  Don't look at trials or circumstances by using your eyes. Sometimes, our eyes are blinded. By the magic of this world. Try looking at everything that happens by our heart. Don't judge by our eyes. Don't judge too soon and start the blame game. Instead, be wise by trying to look at the brighter side of the situation. Yes. 'Everything happens for a reason.' We have always heard of this undeniably universal line. No doubt that this is in fact true. Accept it with an open heart that we might never see the good outcomes or 'hikmah's of it, because that doesn't really matter. What matter is that how He sees it. 

Which then, of the favours of your Lord will you twain deny?

Ar-Rahman, Verse 13

Hmm, sometimes in life, you don't always get what you want. That's the ordinance of the universe. Everything that has happened, is happening and will happen has all been planned out by The Creator.You've dreamed of something yet it was deflected by the reality. Don't lose hope and keep your faith in Him stronger than before. And stronger and stronger day by day. Maybe the reason He didn't give you what you wanted was because He has something definitely better for you in store. It's just the matter of time.     

Vindicate ourselves from this sweet but dangerous cataclysm. Before it's too late because there is still time to change. Because there will come a karma that is inevitable by us humans. Something that is actually drawing closer and closer to us without we even realizing it. When there comes a time, that neither both can be used to see, not anymore. When neither the eyes can be opened nor the most pure silence couldn't even let us hear that very sound we used to take for granted and not be grateful for, while we still can. And deep inside, we all know what it is.

I don't know what's been said. But what can I do. What's there to say. We sometimes conclude without even trying to find out the truth. We believe when want to, we distrust when we want to. That's the worst part. We take faith for granted. We made it a switch. We turn it on, we turn it off. We're too stubborn to try and find a pain that was hidden in a smile. We're too egoistic to try and find a cry that was hidden in a laugh.You wouldn't want to regret because it will cause you a great amount of agony. Fine. Maybe it will only lasts for a while. But what if the regret lingers on forever? Are you ready to bear that very unspeakable pain? Truth. Don't judge too quickly. You never know what you will lose in the way. You never know what you might lose, forever. You never know...